[immediately responding to that, stroking his hair]
...It'll be okay. We're together in the here and now and if I somehow got a few of someone else's memories, or several people's, maybe that's just an interesting thing about myself I get to learn. Maybe I've got Thought-sensing, or some wild talent version of ForeSight, or maybe someone else did and shared some memories with me for some reason. We don't know enough to say yet, right? But here and now, we're fine, and together, and living a normal life anyway.
It wouldn't have been intentional. If you had a nightmare and pushed someone away you could hurt them too and that still wouldn't be your fault. A-and I know there's ways to prevent it, right? We can add a note on the message board asking for help learning to... shield? It's called Shielding, right...?
[half to himself at the end there]
That might be the best, so you'd feel... safer with yourself? And maybe they could check, somehow. What was happening with you.
Yes! Lark. I adore her. She'll take great care of you. [squeezes his hand] You're not alone with this. I promise. We'll make sure you aren't afraid of yourself.
[starts leading him toward glass house, then, keeping an eye out for bubbles along the way. He's hoping to show you Option 2 but pick whichever or both.]
[nods] I haven't really... seen him from the outside. Which is a bizarre thing to say, trust me on that...! But... in the one you got back also, he was so stressed that his feelings were affecting the weather. It felt... mm. If not the same as this, still like it might be the same person, some years later.
[nods] I've almost remembered nothing of my own life yet.
[deep breath] I didn't think it at first because I had no reason to but I think that incredibly embarrassing awful memory of being broken up with right after sex might have been his as well.
Do you—. . . do you remember . . . memories where you're sure you look like. Yourself? . . . is it possible that you are 'Lendel but your . . . appearance has just changed, or . . .
No, I do, I remember being in bardic and knowing that it was half because I was shaych and half because I was raised on the streets. Confident in that. I was in reds when introducing that lady to the court as well. And the ages would be... I'm a little younger than you, right?
I don't know why I might... be sharing some of his memories. Obviously he's got the Mage gift, and Mindspeech. I'm currently wondering if... he shared it with me? Or something. But I don't know yet.
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Date: 2025-02-02 09:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-02 07:50 pm (UTC)[clings to him abruptly, hesitating. visibly scared as well, brows creasing.]
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Date: 2025-02-02 08:00 pm (UTC)...It'll be okay. We're together in the here and now and if I somehow got a few of someone else's memories, or several people's, maybe that's just an interesting thing about myself I get to learn. Maybe I've got Thought-sensing, or some wild talent version of ForeSight, or maybe someone else did and shared some memories with me for some reason. We don't know enough to say yet, right? But here and now, we're fine, and together, and living a normal life anyway.
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Date: 2025-02-02 09:11 pm (UTC)If it was me this morning, that caused that. I really hurt someone . . .
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Date: 2025-02-02 09:26 pm (UTC)[half to himself at the end there]
That might be the best, so you'd feel... safer with yourself? And maybe they could check, somehow. What was happening with you.
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Date: 2025-02-02 10:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-02 10:39 pm (UTC)[starts leading him toward glass house, then, keeping an eye out for bubbles along the way. He's hoping to show you Option 2 but pick whichever or both.]
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Date: 2025-02-02 10:41 pm (UTC)[that's even before he receives that memory—when it does hit him he stops, and lets out a little gasp]
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Date: 2025-02-02 10:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-02 11:24 pm (UTC). . .
Clef, that's—that was Tylendel, too. Th—the one having the nightmare. With the twin. It's 'Lendel, isn't it?
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Date: 2025-02-02 11:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-02 11:28 pm (UTC)No, it is. His twin looks like him.
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Date: 2025-02-02 11:38 pm (UTC)[deep breath] I didn't think it at first because I had no reason to but I think that incredibly embarrassing awful memory of being broken up with right after sex might have been his as well.
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Date: 2025-02-02 11:40 pm (UTC)Do you—. . . do you remember . . . memories where you're sure you look like. Yourself? . . . is it possible that you are 'Lendel but your . . . appearance has just changed, or . . .
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Date: 2025-02-02 11:59 pm (UTC)I don't know why I might... be sharing some of his memories. Obviously he's got the Mage gift, and Mindspeech. I'm currently wondering if... he shared it with me? Or something. But I don't know yet.
[....resumes steering him toward Glass House...]
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Date: 2025-02-03 12:03 am (UTC)But you and I—have been feeling things . . .
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Date: 2025-02-03 12:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-03 12:55 am (UTC)For some reason I've been . . . resisting the idea that I've got. Magic. Or . . . Gifts. Or anything like that.
But it's . . . seeming increasingly . . . likely.
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Date: 2025-02-03 01:16 am (UTC)I think... it's possible, yes...
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Date: 2025-02-03 03:46 am (UTC)—oh!
[suddenly stops, startled]
My name . . .
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Date: 2025-02-03 04:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-02-03 04:06 am (UTC)Yes . . .
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Date: 2025-02-03 04:06 am (UTC)Clef! Everything alright?
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